Blue eyes

Blue eyes, this is what it takes

a bass and the glass 

of vodka. this is the taste.

 

Let’s say goodbye 

to all the fine words 

baby good girl, goodbye 

fears, thoughts, 

goodbye.

 

This is the ravage of the fate

showing behind

the closed door

and then keep you 

in the darkness

on the floor

 

Let’s say goodbye 

to all the fine words 

baby good girl, goodbye 

fears, thoughts, 

goodbye.

 

This time yeah

I will go ahead 

no questions 

no hesitations.

 

I know this darkness. 

I can see through it

No shadows but ghosts. 

It fills the eyes, 

the heart, the mind.

 

Let me get into

this blue soft light, 

I’m ready to arrive 

closer to die.

 

Let’s say goodbye 

to all the fine words 

baby good girl, goodbye 

fears, thoughts, 

goodbye.

Birthday girl

Nothing should be difficult

this is what you said

now that is your birthday

I don’t have a word do say

 

I don’t have a word do say

above the two of us today

or maybe I have too many thoughs

just to difficult to replay

 

sometimes silent is more dense

then all the action with no sense

Now I feel stuck in the nowhere

and it just seems so unfair

 

After month it seems a war

with my body on the floor

the rusty feeling of the ground

that is slacking inside my mouth

 

and you’re keeping play around

pushing me down and down

For the game you want to play

all the price are for me to pay

 

Sometimes silent is more dense

then all the action with no sense

Now I feel stuck in the nowhere

and it just seems so unfair

 

 

 

Troubles

 

Oh these bitter lips

and these empty eyes

I can taste the troubles

getting out of the smile

 

Escaping the jail

meeting the prediction

Am I still alive?

Am I still alive? I say...

 

I screamed your name in the dark

fever body doesn't want to fly

not space for freedom, here

not space for redemption

 

You can live your days just once

and when they are done, are gone

not time, not space not another chance

so at the end you just start to fall

 

I don’t know the right measure

of this born broken life

I don’t know. Am I still alive?

Am I ever been alive?

Alabama

If I could have 50 cent 

for every piece of heart I’ve lost

I would be in Alabama, 

playing guitar and singing songs.

 

All those pieces, that was your cost,

left me with a bunch of holes.

But there is something I’ve never lost

this is the strength to go…

 

I will walk till Alabama

smoking cigarettes

and praying for love.

 

You cannot ask

you got it all

Now it’s time for me to go.

 

I was somewhere. I don’t remember!

and I had shining eyes.

Crashing mind

into my wonderwall

I've started to dream,

I became blind.

Then someone said

I need to go

and I just stopped again to flow.

 

I will walk till Alabama

smoking cigarettes

and praying for love.

 

You cannot ask

you got it all

Now it’s time for me to go.

 

Now I’ve almost a billion dollar

this is the value of my holes

But it’s ok! I carry on!

I don’t need money

I just need love.

 

I cannot change my previous steps

I will just smile and walk above.

This is not time of regrets

This is just the time to go

 

I will walk to Alabama

smoking cigarettes

and praying for love.

 

I won't be in Alabama

Cause I will never stop to go

No beats - No Life

Walking, slowly, on that uphill road.
The sun hits my shoulders, melting away the past winter memories.
One year! One year is passed, and another will pass.
Day after day. Slow and Fast.
Life slips quickly away.
While the feelings, keep be chained to an unsolved past.

Have you ever tried to live without your heart?

I can barely perceive mine.
Its beat seems to be drowning, inaudible,
as like it lives miles away from my body.
What will happen, if one day,
Will I be too far?
Only one more step and I will lose it, completely.
Will I be able to keep living?
Even now I can't seem to do it.

Flowing by the days, with my mind in the future.
Some kind of future, that I don't even know about.
Meanwhile, I'm losing days, moments, beats.

I'm living thinking about you. I'm living missing you.